Never-ending story

Why do you torture me?

Why do you take joy from my pain?

We're supposed to be sisters, family.

But you continue to do this again and again.

Who do you think you're fooling with your fake smiles and caring tenderness?

Me, apparently, cause I fall for it every time.

But no more. I'm done.

No longer will I be taken by your lies.

I look back, to some of my first memories.

You were my hero, my idol!

I didn't just want everything to do with you, I needed it.

So what happened to that girl?

The girl who was always there for me,

the one I miss so badly.

I guess she's long gone, disappeared a long time ago.

And I guess it's too late to try to find her again.

Or is it?

Could she possibly be in there still to this day?

If I dig deep enough will i find the soul that once controled what is now "Ashley Nicole"?

I don't know.

And I dont believe I'll try to find out.

Cause I'm tired of living in your never-ending story of fables and lies.

I'm done.

My part in this fairy-tale is over.